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if i'm just bad news than you're a liar
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[28 Oct 2005|10:23pm] |
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well, i've been better
but i've been worse.
and i can't complain lately
but everything hurts.
but if you come wandering
around here one night
you know i'll be
listening for footsteps
and taking the fall.
counting down minutes
and trying to stall.
i'll be here waiting
for you in the dark.
one of these days
things won't seem so damn stark.
dwelling on matters
makes my matters worse.
this isn't a lifestyle
but hey man, it works.
waiting for you to come
wandering one night.
you know i'll be
listening for footsteps
and taking the fall.
counting down minutes
and trying to stall.
i'll be here waiting
for you in the dark.
one of these days
things won't seem so damn stark.
sitting in front of a glowing tv screen.
absolved in myself
and soaked up in my dreams.
i'll smoke myself to death
and surround myself with all new friends.
but i still hope one day
i'll be seeing you around here again.
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| par-tay. |
[25 Oct 2005|06:44am] |
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i don't have to go to school today because of the weather. haha. i want some dunkin donut's though.
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[20 Oct 2005|08:45pm] |
| How You Are In Love | 
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
| Your Seduction Style: Au Natural | 
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. |
| You Are 16 Years Old | 
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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| the sane and the insane rivalry. |
[14 Sep 2005|07:35pm] |
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black eyed peas // anxiety |
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I feel like I wanna smack somebody
Turn around and bitch slap somebody
But I ain't goin' out bro (no, no, no)
I ain't givin' into it (no, no, no)
Anxieties bash my mind in
Terrorizing my soul like Bin Laden
But I ain't fallin' down bro (no, no, no)
I won't lose control bro (no, no, no)
Shackle and chained
My soul feels stained
I can't explain got an ich on my brain
Lately my whole aim is to maintain
And regain control of my mainframe
My bloods boiling its beatin' out propaine
My train of thoughts more like a runaway train
I'm in a fast car drivin' in a fast lane
In the rain and I'm might just hydroplaine
I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzi's
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
My head keeps running away my brother
The only thing making me stay my brother
But I won't give into it bro (no, no, no)
Gotta get myself back now
God, I can't let my mind be
Tell my enemy is my own
Gots to find my inner wealth
Gots to hold up my thoughts
I can't get caught (no, no, no)
I can't give into it now (no, no, no)
Emotions are trapped set on lock
Got my brain stuck goin through the motions
Only I know what's up
I'm filled up with pain
Tryin' to gain my sanity
Everywhere I turn its a dead end infront of me
With nowhere to go gotta shake this anxiety
Got me feelin' strange paranoia took over me
And its weighin' me down
And I can't run any longer, yo
Knees to the ground
I don't fear none of my enemies
And I don't fear bullets from Uzi's
I've been dealing with something thats worse than these
That'll make you fall to your knees and thats the
The anxiety the sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
The sane and the insane rivalry
Paranoias brought me to my knees
Lord please please please
Take away my anxiety
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| don't wait for me, i'll wait for you. |
[14 Sep 2005|07:31pm] |
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badly drawn boy // everybody's stalking |
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i spent $111 on my mom today for her to get her nails done. that's right. $111. on someone who doesn't even like me half the time.
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| let the rain fall, i don't care |
[13 Sep 2005|04:20pm] |
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ah i'm bored. i have nothing ... nada ... to do. grrr. i should probably do some homework but, who does homework? come on.
i made my speech today in public speaking and it was HORRIBLE. very, very bad. i give up. i suck at life.
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| so scandalous. |
[10 Sep 2005|11:39pm] |
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plain white t's // take me away |
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leila & i visited kevin at his house for 4 hours today. it probably would've been more exciting if he isn't pretty much bed ridden. and always sleepy. but it was still fun. i <3 that kid to death. he's so adorable when he's drinking apple juice from a sippy cup. he's definetely worth the 40 minute drive. and i'm so happy he didn't die from his accident. the doctors told hin that if the ambulance had come 3 minutes later he would've died. i would have died if he had died. :)
<3 karlee
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[04 Aug 2005|10:44pm] |
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Stability | |||||||||| | 40% | | Orderliness | |||||| | 23% | | Altruism | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Interdependence | |||||||||| | 36% | | Intellectual | |||||| | 30% | | Mystical | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Religious | || | 10% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Narcissism | |||||||||| | 36% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Work ethic | |||||||||| | 36% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Conflict seeking | |||||| | 30% | | Need to dominate | |||||| | 23% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Avoidant | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Wealth | || | 10% | | Dependency | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Change averse | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Individuality | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Physical Fitness | || | 10% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Vanity | |||||||||| | 36% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||| | 43% | |
| Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com
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| i've got my own car, i'm popular |
[26 May 2005|09:07pm] |
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haha i love purple hair.
ah so yeah ... (hey that kinda rhymes) ... yeah i want kyle. i'll admit it. i want him. i have his sweatshirt right now and it smells uber good. i love boys who smell good. *big smile*
<333
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[24 May 2005|03:33pm] |
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nada surf // popular |
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so i'm getting kind of sick of doing whatever with ricky. i want someone new! i found someone too, but ... i don't know ...
( the teenage guide to popularity )
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[11 May 2005|03:04pm] |
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no, i don't know what's up with me and ricky.
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[09 May 2005|08:52pm] |
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the funniest thing just happened. my dad was folding laundry & all of a sudden he said, all sad like, "just my luck ... i'm missing a sock ... i'm going downstairs to try to find it."
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[23 Apr 2005|12:02pm] |
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i would like to thank the ledyard cops for making my 17th birthday a memorable one.
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[12 Apr 2005|10:03pm] |
make it stop
please
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